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"The only words in my mind when I think of you: emotional terrorism."
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"I don’t think you’re lying to me. That would take more thought and effort than you’re willing to put in. I think you’re mistaken about what the truth is. I think you might always be."
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Some good always comes of it. Even the worst experiences offer something to redeem themselves.

This has made me grateful for all of the excellent experiences I have had prior to it. It has made me realize that I have been lucky to have truly unselfish, considerate, kind partners.

While there was no love, at the very least there was respect for my sense of self, and for my personhood. There was genuine affection in spite of, or in addition to desire.

Without you, I would never have realized that. I would never have valued the generous warmth I was freely offered. I would have failed to fully grasp the depth of care that was extended.

If nothing else, I have gained that.

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"Baked triple chocolate orange cupcakes with a white chocolate ganache centre…because I’m that sort of FWB."

WTF? 

I promised myself I wouldn’t bake for boys again, yet, twice this quarter I have. So much for breaking old patterns.

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"Your nose is incredibly patrician. I personally feel you look like a princess. And that messing with any of your symmetries would be an egregious error. Leave the nose alone. Know that for one man, it is incredibly sexy. Not a thought. A heartfelt belief. It is not a kindness. Your profile is to be envied. Not obliterated. Your nose is a sonnet. A symphony."

- The new blue eyed monster.

So much bullshit. So little time. But entertaining to record for posterity.

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"Another blue eyed, emotionally unavailable Scorpio who is slightly obsessed with my ass. It’s like the Universe keeps creating them just for me. Not sure if I’m lucky, or cursed."
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ddandds:

Hello, March.
Inverted Judgement. Turning a hard corner.
Potential to be introverted, cautious and self doubting.
Consider:
take the time and space to think about lessons learned and delve into the heart of the matter
mistakes are to be learned from
remember you have control over how you respond to decisions made, even if you didn’t make it
be open to change, especially if it means letting go of things that aren’t working but may seem safe and comfortable

It’s scary how true these things can be. It may be time to cut the Aries "be open to change, especially if it means letting go of things that aren’t working but may seem safe and comfortable"
I don’t have a lot of patience for partners who mock me for being open in vulnerable moments, or for partners who fail to appreciate how much strength and courage it can take to be that way. 
I’m undecided as to if I want to give it one more go, and then cut ties…or if I’ve already had enough. He isn’t a Scorpio. The attraction isn’t there…and it’s not love. So I’m not quite sure why I’m returning, other than for the convenience factor.
I could do better.

ddandds:

Hello, March.

Inverted Judgement. Turning a hard corner.

Potential to be introverted, cautious and self doubting.

Consider:

  • take the time and space to think about lessons learned and delve into the heart of the matter
  • mistakes are to be learned from
  • remember you have control over how you respond to decisions made, even if you didn’t make it
  • be open to change, especially if it means letting go of things that aren’t working but may seem safe and comfortable

It’s scary how true these things can be. It may be time to cut the Aries "be open to change, especially if it means letting go of things that aren’t working but may seem safe and comfortable"

I don’t have a lot of patience for partners who mock me for being open in vulnerable moments, or for partners who fail to appreciate how much strength and courage it can take to be that way. 

I’m undecided as to if I want to give it one more go, and then cut ties…or if I’ve already had enough. He isn’t a Scorpio. The attraction isn’t there…and it’s not love. So I’m not quite sure why I’m returning, other than for the convenience factor.

I could do better.

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"I know better. I’m going to do it anyway. I already regret it, but I keep the promises I make."
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"Awkward news. I’ve become the ex that people text on VDay. I’m not sure if I should feel flattered, or concerned."
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"New scorpio.
It’s going to be a delicious mess.
I’ll be back when he rips my heart out and plates it for me."