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"You should have no problem meeting people, look at you!"
“Meeting people is not the problem. Dating them is."

— Studio talk

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"Some days, I wonder if I should reach out. Then I remember - I’m waiting for my Howard Roark. I’m waiting for my Chuck Bass. I know what is possible. I can wait for as long as it takes."
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The thought occurred to me that one day I might want to re-read my collection of posts. Like a collection of short stories written for people who’ll never read them. That doesn’t stop me from hoping that one day the intended reader will recognise himself in my words and reach out.

The thought occurred to me that one day I might want to re-read my collection of posts. Like a collection of short stories written for people who’ll never read them. That doesn’t stop me from hoping that one day the intended reader will recognise himself in my words and reach out.

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"My favourite moment: When your posts randomly appear on my feed and my initial assessment of the situation is proven to be completely correct.
I have always known how the story ends…It’s so fulfilling knowing I’m right."
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"What is it with Scorpio boys and first date picnics? Is this in the handbook?"
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"If you’re going to fuck, fuck up."

— Still some of the best advice I’ve ever been given.

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"The only words in my mind when I think of you: emotional terrorism."
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"I don’t think you’re lying to me. That would take more thought and effort than you’re willing to put in. I think you’re mistaken about what the truth is. I think you might always be."
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Some good always comes of it. Even the worst experiences offer something to redeem themselves.

This has made me grateful for all of the excellent experiences I have had prior to it. It has made me realize that I have been lucky to have truly unselfish, considerate, kind partners.

While there was no love, at the very least there was respect for my sense of self, and for my personhood. There was genuine affection in spite of, or in addition to desire.

Without you, I would never have realized that. I would never have valued the generous warmth I was freely offered. I would have failed to fully grasp the depth of care that was extended.

If nothing else, I have gained that.

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"Baked triple chocolate orange cupcakes with a white chocolate ganache centre…because I’m that sort of FWB."

WTF? 

I promised myself I wouldn’t bake for boys again, yet, twice this quarter I have. So much for breaking old patterns.

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